It has been too long since my last post! Honestly I tried to update one day, but I forgot my password and almost resorted to starting all over. So glad I remembered it!
Hmm so what is there to catch up on... it's hard to think over the sound of my upstairs neighbor playing some music that should only be heard on the show Jersey Shore... :( Which was especially pleasent last week when I was stressed out of my mind, but couldn't consentrait because my door kept rattling with the beat of his tunes. But I got through it I suppose. There was lots of tear sessions and convincing myself not to punch the door again (because it reallyy hurt last time) and a bit of meditative shoping and wine to top it all off. I'm in a better place now, but still worring about the future. Worried I'm not going to do well in my Senior Seminar class (which wouldn't really be the end of the world but it sure as hell would be embarrassing), worried I'm not going to get a job and am going to spend a good part of the summer dirt ass broke, worried about whether or not I should quit my current job, worried about my friends (or lack there of apparently), worried about who I am/want to be/how people percieve me and if that self-conscious feeling will ever go away.... worried worried worried.
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